(32) Left Behind and Common Courtesy

Ask any Korean how hard it is to speak English. It's not an easy language for them to learn.Many of the rules and mechanics of the language are confounding to them,only making sense after years of study and practice.

I can't help but feel sorry for them sometimes. Since English is a major business language, it means that pretty much any major job requires you have some form of mastery of English to go anywhere in life and succeed at your job.

However, I am under the firm belief that courtesy and consideration transcends any language barrier and allows us to display our humanity and show our compassion and understanding of each others needs. This, to me, is the beauty of the human race.

However, we can not always be receptive to each others needs and wants. Sometimes we are too focused, too intent on fulfilling our own agendas and needs to notice the other person in the room. Sometimes, our lives become so involving, we develop these life blinders. blocking out everything and keeping us focused on our goals with laser accuracy. We are, after all, only human.

I'm probably not the first person to experience this while working in Korea and just based on some of the stories I have heard, I'm sure some people have it much worse than I do. We all have our bad work days and work experiences. I usually let them roll of my shoulder and just go on with my life. I realize that people at work our focused so its a understandable when a lapse of judgement or lack of time to help others occurs.

Today was the last day of the 2013 school year before the winter break. It was a day to wrap up classes and finish up what we needed to do before the new year began. This however would be my last year working at the school as only a few months before I found out that I wouldn't be able to renew my contract at my school, as the Korean government had recently made new changes which would end up eliminating foreign teachers from high schools. It was a little upsetting that this would happen and during the last part of the school year, but, that is a story for another day.

Apparently, this morning was a breakfast to celebrate the last days of teaching and close the old year to begin the new one fresh. I don't know what the breakfast was like, what there was to eat, or even where it took place because unlike the other teacher's I wasn't invited.

To clarify, every single staff in the school was invited to attend. This includes teachers, secretaries, office staff, grounds keepers  even some parents who were at the school, except me. I was the only one left out.

Why? I have no idea. I've been invited to school meals and gatherings before. It was common assumption for teachers to tell one another about an event and ask them to come along. even if they didn't intend on sitting next to them or talking to them.

I'm not to complain and whine when I'm not invited to parties. I don't throw a fit when I'm not invited to group outings. It's ok. I'm an adult. the world doesn't revolve around and me and no one owes me anything. I get that. Adult stuff. It's cool.

However, when every single person in the school minus the students is invited and you're not, it makes you think. It makes you wonder. Why would this happen?

Was it something I did? Is my personality? Did they just forget? Am I difficult to talk to? No one said anything about and of these before, why the sudden change of tone at the end of the year? Stuff like this makes your mind wander, makes you think what could have possibly gone wrong, all over a stupid breakfast.

As I said in the beginning, I understand and respect the difficulty of learning English. I understand and respect the cultural differences and have given the strongest effort to represent the best of my culture as well as understanding and participating in Korean culture.

However, simply asking someone to come has nothing to do with culture. Taking five seconds out of your day to simply ask someone to come with you or go with you has nothing to do with culture, nor your quality as a teacher, or even a person. It's just common courtesy. I've been her long enough to know that it exists in Korea just we much as it does in the states.

I'm not going to sit here and complain about how life in Korea sucks and how life is unfair. I will say that I hope anyone who reads this remembers their manners and courtesy. It only takes a second of your time and in many cases, can make a huge difference in someone's day and in many cases, prove to them that there is humanity left in the world.

Be good to one another. Represent your culture, represent your society and represent yourself well. That is all.

(31) What has happened to youtube? Part 2

In my previous post I talked about just how broken the youtube comments system has become and my frustrations with it. Despite being only one part of youtube, it was something that involved everyone who uses youtube, whether you were a big content channel or just someone who likes to watch videos like myself.

The latest changes that began sweeping over youtube do not have an immediate effect on me as I have stated before that I do not collect any kind of payment from my videos on youtube, but rather the people that do collect payment. The people that create content for us to watch. The people that give us content to enjoy.

With Google's and youtube's new method for detecting copyrighted material, it sent out a massive amount of copyright notices from a slew of third parties. A majority of the people that were affected were the ones who had game-related channels which included let plays and music.

A majority of the reason I watch youtube channels is because of gaming related content. I enjoy watching reviews of upcoming games, watching some of my favorite personalities play through games and discuss them while the game related video and audio is on screen. I can credit some of my favorite channels with guiding me to making purchases and also providing me with hours upon hours of entertainment and useful information that I simply cannot get from any other source. The very best thing about youtube this generation was allowing these people to create content tailored to the interest of different people.

This is now all at risk with the new automated copyright system. Not only do footage of games and music catch the attention of the system, it means that these videos cannot exist, also meaning what these people can create will also be crippled, not through creativity, but through laws and copyright. It also means that these channels will not be able to receive payment through youtube,meaning the creators will no longer be able to make youtube videos as a full time job.

I realize there has been a lot said about the people no longer making money from youtube. You have some people believing that making videos and p[laying for fun shouldn't be a job, and suggest that these people get "a real job". You have another group of people who believe that the copyright laws of the US are now painfully outdated, and not able to accurately take into account the changing landscape of digital content, ownership and fair use.

As it stands right now, my favorite gaming related channel on youtube, Classic Game Room has left youtube behind over what was most likely a slew of copyright claims. Mark Bussler, the creator has moved onto his own website and will most likely continue to post future videos on dailymotion. Other channels like have also recently released statements saying that if this new rule sticks around, most of the channels will most likely either severely cut the amount of content they make or quit making new content entirely as their focus will have to shift to new jobs in order to survive.

As I said before, personally, this has no personal effect on me at all. I can still continue about my daily life and I can still watch videos without worrying about having a source of income coming in to support myself. However, I still can't help but feel sad by what has happened and by what will continue to happen to some of my favorite youtubers.

I'll be the first to admit that my knowledge of copyright laws and fair use is not completely extensive, and that my legal understanding of the matter is not an expert opinion, but I will say that this comes across as sad, as a majority of the youtubers I religiously watched and even some that I only occasionally watched never seemed to be in it to milk dollars from their channels, nor did they ever seem to want to take more than what was given to them. They were just ordinary people that wanted to make videos, wanted to entertain people and sometimes even wanted to educate people. These were people who were doing no wrong to anyone and were just having fun.

I do agree to an extent that the laws that exist for fair use and copyright are dated, and do not accurately take into account the new way products and goods are shared and sold through a digital medium. The times have changed and it only seems appropriate that the laws do as well to reflect the times. With the way they exist now, the seem to only hold back and stifle the creativity and forward progress of technology.

I also suppose one could tell them to get a real job, as just sitting around playing games and making videos about it isn't exactly the most backbreaking of labor, but in this day and age with a constantly changing and dynamic job market, who is to say what is a real job and what is not? Does sitting at a desk punching numbers in a computer make it less of a job than heavy construction. Should I look down at the barista at Starbucks and admire the brain surgeon? It's silly to compare and contrast jobs. If you work hard, if you're good at what you do and you do it on a regular basis, its a job like everything else, and like all work that takes time and effort, deserves compensation.

Its clear that youtube is not going to ease up on their rules and its clear that the new rules and regulations are going to keep being added on through the next year. I don't know what this means for the future of some of my favorite channels and their respective entertainers, but I do know that is will severely affect just how much time I put into youtube. If some of my favorite youtube people jump ship and go somewhere else, what is the point of me staying on the site and using their service?

I know that this will make little difference, and I know that even with a massive amount of backlash and protest, youtube will not loose a single night of sleep over this because of the still massive amount of people who continue and will continue to use youtube in the future. However, this only proves the point of what happens when a cool little service gets swallowed up by a huge corporation. Money and bottom lines replace the community and ingenuity of what makes services like these so great to begin with, and if the people. the community, the very heart and soul are the ones to be punished, its no longer what it used to be.

If anything, these videos, these reviews were the best thing going for each of the publishers behind the titles. It gave indie games a platform to be heard and to be noticed allowing them to grow and capture the massive audience they have today. They offered unbiased looks at big name titles, letting the consumer have a no corporate look at whether that next big game that's been hyped up for months is really worth your hard earned cash.

Youtube is no longer the youtube I loved. Youtube is just that, a name, a shell of its former self and its sad to think that that its gone too far past the point of return and the possibility of it returning to its former self is pretty much non existent.  

(30) 90 in 90: What has happened to youtube? Part 1

Lots of people have already spoken their opinion about the latest actions from youtube and Google. Lot's of people have made videos, blog posts and other rants and in-depth looks at the new rules behind making money from videos and copyright infringement. News on the internet travels fast and by now, this is all old news.

I do not make money off youtube. I do not create content or belong to an affiliate group that allows me to make money. I do not have a large subscriber base nor do I plan on creating new content anytime soon. I teach. I write articles and I try to blog on here when I have free time.*

I do however, enjoy youtube, or rather I do enjoy the content that some of the people on youtube have created. For a video service that started out as a way to simply upload videos and put them for the world to see has evolved into this huge service of new content that caters to my, and thousands of others tastes. As grand as it sounds, youtube and the people on it have created content that has not only broadened my horizons in both my hobbies and work field, but has also given me a place and community to belong to, that no matter where I currently am, gives me a sense of ease and comfort when the real world can be a harsh and alienating place.

That being said, the recent changes brought to youtube through Google's new policies and rule changes, simply, suck. They are awful and outdated practices with an incredibly narrow minded point of view on how the internet and how ownership in this day and age works. This is coming from the little guy, a person who just watches for fun and logs onto youtube on a daily basis. My opinion, much like many others means nothing to the people in charge. I can rant and scream and yell as much as I want and nothing will change, things will stay the same and if the rumors from the major content creators is true, will become even worse in the upcoming year.

The first changes came with the new comments system in which everyone is required to have a Google + account to make a comment. The intention meant well, as a way to keep spam and inappropriate comments down and more meaningful and insightful comments towards the top. Anyone who has spent time looking through the comments knows that they can sometimes contain some of the most vile and inappropriate things uttered by human mouths. If one thing has not changed over the years, its that when given the option to remain anonymous, anything goes in the realm of the internet.

However, the trouble that comes with this new system not only comes from making people sign up for a completely separate service most people did not use, and most likely at this point, do not want to use. The trouble comes from Google's absolute refusal to fix any of the new problems that have developed as a result.

I've seen entire movie scripts posted to videos. I've seen ASCII art of everything from male genitalia to every meme under the sun. I've seen links that would lead to viruses, screamers or even pornographic content that youtube has been so adamant on banning all these years. While the comments were designed to put only the most relevant comments towards the top of the page, but instead often puts some of the most hateful and vile comments near the top, since the comments that have the most responses are deemed the most important, you'll often see troll comments with dozens of troll baiters responding, giving into their trap.

The comments system for all its intents and purposes of doing good has backfired spectacularly in its clunkiness and new ability to showcase its most hateful side of youtube, the one that they tried so hard to bury front and center. Even the action of Google + trying to get you use your real name has backfired as anyone can create a fake account with a fake name and go to town. As of the time of writing this, I have come across dozens of Jesus Christs, Barack Obamas and Kim Jong Ills who have said anything from sarcastic quips to sexually explicit remarks.

Google and youtube wanted to create a more sanitized version of youtube and I can respect that. However at its current state, its a convoluted mess, and despite signs of slowly getting better, it still does not excuse the mess of a system to read personal messages and  the large amount of inappropriate comments and content that still exists that in many ways, is worse than before the Google takeover.

In an incredibly cynical fashion, I will admit that people are the worst. They have the potential to do good but when given an anonymous face, the worst of humanity comes out and you have a legion of people wanting to cause chaos in a entirely dangerous and most often consequence free world. Perhaps its defeatist of me to say this, but I feel that no one could ever stop these kinds of people from doing what they do best, causing havok. When you upset them, their actions become ten times worse and end up causing more harm than good. You can never stop everyone, control everyone, the best you can do is police them the best you can and step in when they cause significant damage. It reminds me of a line from The Dark Knight where Alfred, butler of Bruce Wayne remarks that by Batman trying to crack down on criminals that he has "spat in their faces" of the worst criminals and that things were going to get worse before they got better.

I feel that is what is happening here. I know comments may seem like something completely insignificant to some people and you may be right, but I, and many others can see what is happening underneath and the slippery slope this is becoming. We see that one of our favorite video services is quickly becoming a shell of its former self and like many other people, this makes us incredibly sad.

*The blogger service is also owned by Google. Funny how that works out huh?

(29) 90 in 90: Thanksgiving x2

Thanksgiving. A holiday that is as synonymous with America as Christmas and the Fourth of July. Its that time of year we think about the past and the future. We appreciate the people we have and the people we have been lucky to have known while eating copious amounts of food and drinking more than our fair share of wine.

Thanksgiving has always been one of my favorite holidays. It was always the time I looked forward to, seeing some family who I rarely ever saw, eating the delicious food that we only saved for once a year and playing games with my family long into the night. Its the one holiday that makes me nostalgic every time I think of it and the one holiday that makes me miss home the most when thinking about it.

Being in a foreign country that does not celebrate the holiday can be difficult times.At one end, you're enjoying your new life and freedom to escape from the confines and restrictions of your own country, its your adventure to the new and exciting and you're living it everyday.

On the other hand, it makes you long for the comfort and familiarity of home. The foods and the people and the places that no mater how hard you try, are impossible to recreate on the other side of the world. It's easy to get caught in this sort of mini depression, missing the things from back home that used to be such a big part of your life.

However, what people do is create their own celebrations, start new traditions. Share the company with people you've met on the other side of the world and enjoy this day together. You're all in this together, away from home and loved ones so its the perfect time to be together. Lonely people becoming un-lonely togehter.

I was lucky enough to participate in two Thanksgiving celebrations. One of them a large church gathering in Daegu and a smaller more intimate on with friends in my town of Gimcheon. Both gave me time to spend with the people I cared about the most in Korea and also gave me an opportunity to have a little taste of home with generous amounts of turkey, stuffing, cranberry sauce and mashed potatoes.

I always look forward to gatherings like these. I don't often have as much time as I would like with people due to my schedule and the randomness of other people's schedules. However, its nice to have holidays together, its a time to appreciate the unique situation were in, living across the world and lets us starve off our homesickness for a little bit.

This is post is really short, I wish I had more to say but, my mind is kind of blank today. I had a great Thanksgiving in Korea. I could not have asked for anything better.

Oh, if there was one thing I was thankful for this year, and every year since working overseas, its not having to wake up at the crack of dawn to go work a part time retail job selling cheap electronics to people who are more than willing to kill one another just to get that TV. One thing I do not miss is working Black Friday. It is my sincere wish to never work or never go out on that day ever again. Crazy is what it is. Just crazy